Attacking isn't the same as healing
The attack, is so different
so focused
laser like
The recovery, is not the same
its all over
its realization
its dealing with the results,
the left over, the unknown
The attack was unknown, yet
a relief was felt
rejuvenating, reassuring,
anxiety- the hum was gone
Recovery is Hell
so many questions
still ones left unasked, due to
bother
embarrassment
assumptions
The attack is, quick
no time to fully process
questions left unasked, due to
lack of time
seeming lack of importance
it will be what it is
Recovery is, slow
nothing you can do will
change the fact that it is a process
with all your fight, it is just what it will be
The recovery drags on
the community gets busy
time crawls, milestones are missed
frustration presses in
shock lingers around the corner
Attacking The Recovery helps
things speed up
along with it the highs and the lows
some fascination returns
the mind approaches the starting line, and
I try and remember it will be what it is,
now, not yesterday or tomorrow
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